06/08/2012

Hey bloggers!
I'm here to brush up my blog a little, I not gonna write much.
Let the picture do the talking "smile"


Here is some picture that I took today.

John Street

South Street Seaport

Manhattan Bridge

Brooklyn Bridge

I'm so envy about other couples out there. Sigh so sweet </3

This is all that had for today, And I wish that someday I could bring her along together with me.

Someday just someday

Patiently Waiting.

Recall Memories

Well, Hey to my lovely bloggers.
Its me again "Smile"

Wow, Today I had BBQ dinner at my back yard, Its really AWESOME its my first time BBQ with my father and my new family *Winks*

We had lots of fun and talks.. also playing around with my step brothers.
blowing bubbles with them playing bike with them while enjoying our BBQ meal .
Its really full and I'm gaining lots of weight "sad"
But its okay My father he bought a new pair of running shoes for me and from tomorrow onward I gonna start jogging every free time I have :) sounds great right? Can have nice meal and healthy exercise.

So yeah, After I done everything I sit down in front of my computer and edit some photos and to make some simple anniversary picture for now and for my beloved baby :)
and yet I chosen it to put as my facebook profile cover too.
you can check it out if you want too :)

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=3605219941402&set=a.2609327364710.127405.1600755805&type=1&ref=notif&notif_t=like

I took quite awhile to done this picture and while I editing this photo lots of our happy memories I recalled
I was smiling half way editing all this photo and so sudden I felt so bad and sad and misses all the joy we had after I left Malaysia.

I even heard those sounds her voice image of her going round and round my brain the image is like a video appearing in my eyes . Seeing her smile happily jump around so silly playing with me. We are like a kid playing together enjoying all the time we had together . And so finally the deep feelings in me are found that I couldn't give this up.

No matter how hard is it I will still go forward and increase out love and grow out love together.

Honey, Stay Happy .

Hey bloggers, Yeah I know Its been awhile since I update my blog.
Well I'm here to clean up some dust "winks"

So yeah I gonna share somethings that makes me feel like blogging.
Let's Begin!

Yeah! This evening I went Beach near by my house that was South Beach Boardwalk.
and yea! Went there for jogging and feel the strong wind. Its a great day to lose weight or have some fun with family members or your crush.

There is so many people out there . I saw peoples bringing their beloved puppies for a walk , couples, runners, cyclist, wedding, and much more.

And after my jogging I went for a sand walk and I start to imagine my crush. I imagine that I'm holding her hand while we having a sand walk together at the beach , playing with each other with the sands carry her , hug her , feel the winds together , bury each other with the sand.

and I know she went for a trip to Pulau Pangkor and wonder did she feel the same as me?When she was at the beach too.

At that moment I silently cried in my heart begging myself to stay strong don't ever give up and telling myself one day I will have this moment with her.

although now we couldn't touch and feel each others hand . But I still can feel your heart honey.

Honey,I heard you.

I'm here to blog because of something that goes into my mind and
just happened lately

so let's go fast forward right to the topic I wanna share about



Play as a team and Work as a team, As a team we leave no one behind and cooperate for the goal. My mom my dad my aunt and any other adults asked to help them then we have to move right away as you all teach me move as a team end up you break up my teams and leave them losing :) because of helping for some shett! that we can do it later .. 

Always asked us to pause the game , DID you played the game before? YES game can pause and sometimes we can't pause it with the current situation that we having in games and even if you pause you teammates willing to wait how about your opponent? If they not willing to wait ? They can just unpause and ruin our game there goes off the "GG and WP" no more good game no more well play .

same as work when you are doing a presentation to your client can u just pause and answer your phone ? If yes you did it do you think is respectful to your client? and what if your client don't like it? They can just jail your hard work up and there goes you had just lost your business. 

And also whatever someone do something they will always have their reason why and somehow you ask them to speak it out they just don't know

how to explain it out.I hope parent could understand child more and be more update to them so you can cooperate well with them and have a wonderful family.

And for those that disagree with it can kindly step aside and ignore this
thanks for your cooperation

As a Team.

Well, Finally I'm on blog again "Yeah" I'm off from the blog quite some time.
But are you guess surprised that I'm here? I hope you all do so. ♥

And "Yeah" let's begin.
I'm here today to share out what happen lately and how I feel lately :)
and I guess most of you had watched "A story of us" ?
that a video made from my dearest and so......
for those who watched the video should know where am I now and I appreciate your attention and patient. ♥
and for those who haven watch " A story of us " ohhh please give me your 10 minutes. :)

Here you go the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bjgMsm_I-0&feature=share

So yeah, I'm safe landed at United States America and the weather here its terribly cold and windy.
and for the last few days and even now I couldn't get use to the weather here.
Its too cold for me I had a bad time having shower and sleep.Also my skin are so dry and lips bleeding every night and luckily I have lip balm to keep my lips protected ,But somehow doesn't really help much.
 Its okay, I'm trying to get use to the weather and environment here.

So what I have been doing lately?
Nothing much just home alone for few days, goes online watch drama and go skyping with my Love one.
wondering how we skype? Yea its 12hours difference from Malaysia so it will be my morning is their night there.
We managed our time to chat and its going well for now because I'm too free now. But I hope there is always a free time for our time together even we are far apart. :)
But somehow when she goes to sleep I felt all alone again.
In the house with no one till every night 8pm and for a short time after dinner everybody goes to bed.
Well, No matter how I still have to go on and stay strong.
And the most importantly that our loves won't let the distance to tear us a part.

Oh yeah! And also nowadays I felt that I'm much more closer to my family members.
They every day and night also will come online to chit chat with me asking me how is it and am I doing fine over here and much more.
And I misses my granny's meal "tears"
And I guess this is a good suggestion that I had made,
Now my sweet home over there "malaysia"
had a peaceful day without dogs barking and so my granny can have a peaceful nap :)

But, I miss my girl badly,
Our enjoyable moment in reality just paused and we just have to wait till the time comes to resume.
For now we can just chat over the internet .. But at least is better then nothing :)
I hope I can go vacation back to Malaysia to visit my family members and also my dear and resume our reality so it won't get rotten. :)

Anyway I shall give a full stop here .
Good luck to all of the bloggers that visited me and catch your time "time is precious"

For my love one .
Please and always be mine thank you  ♥

Speaking Moral fiber.

So,what is moral fiber?

It's funny, I used to think it was always telling the truth doing good deeds you know,

basically being a fucking boy scout but lately,I've been seeing it differently.

Now I think that moral fiber's about finding that one thing you really care about.

That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world and when you find her..

You fight for her,

You risk it all,

You put her in front of everything your future your life all of it and maybe the stuff you do to help her isn't so clean you know what? It doesn't matter.Because in your heart you know that the juice is worth to squeeze.

that's what moral fiber's all about :)

Stay tune for more bloggers.

Always love her ♥

Hello Bloggers, I'm here to express my feelings again.

I don't know how to start out with the topics,So lets just straight to the topic.

A feeling in me,When ever I looked or stalked the photos of her i just felt so cold
and needs her hugs to get me warmed up again,
I'm afraid of leaving her here alone, But I just had no choice,
Thinking of leaving her I felt so hurtful and painful,
I gonna leave for months or maybe years,
I wish I could do as much things for her before we are far apart.

I have seen and heard a lot of stories about long distance relationship most of them they have failed the war and end up breaking up apart.
And I'm afraid one day that I'm gonna be the next (Tears flow).
Every night having insomnia and nightmares
Yes, We might not know whats gonna happen in further and there is good and bad,
If it goes bad end up the way like others, I swear when settle up all my things and I gonna come back for her no matter what, Because she is totally different from all the past that I have met and all the things we think,dream and imagine of is like connected and combine up to make a wonderful stories.
And Yea I know somehow some of you might say me silly, dumb,childish, not mature and some other negative stuff.
and I can tell to some of you that "Love" always make people looks silly or dumb and some of you might just say that I'm still young having puppy love,But if you all really think a different way there is couple of them being a puppy love to a own happy family with their child enjoying days together.
So see things differently don't just judge them with the way you thought.
But somehow I can bet one day we are just the same and doing the same thing.

Learn to Trust each other,
Learn to fight for each other,
Learn to understand each other,
"Love always Love"
I just hoping that our relationship will never fade away and yet I can prove and show others that distance is nothing and nothing is impossible as long our loves stays on every single day.

A kiss is the shortest distance between two.

I LOVE YOU
Chua Mer Sie ♥